My cock-cleanse reflection: I was sick of men losing interest in me when we fucked too early

I guess I just felt so unfairly judged, at an evolutionary level perhaps, for engaging in the very sex that these men wanted from me so badly. I get sentenced to “life without attraction” if I give in to THEIR begging for sex on the first or second date… how is that just? How is that cool? How is that worth continuing?