Waiting for the emotional seasons to change

It’s been a long hard emotional winter. I’ve had to contend with painful heartbreak and some harsh but honest life lessons about peoples trust and reassurances.

Sure, it is painful and gut wrenching. But how long do I have to stay hurt? How long do I have to stay in the dark winter? Out in the emotional cold alone.

I’ve done everything I can think of. Journaling, therapy, energy healing, acupuncture, venting sessions with friends… yet the emotional season isn’t changing. Feels like winter will last forever.

When will I go a full day without tears again?  

When will I stop ruminating over what has hurt me so badly?  

Will I ever be the same again?

Should I be the same again? 

I don’t know. But it’s been a long fucking winter, physically and emotionally, and I’m in desperate need of spring reprieve. 

I’m looking forward to warmer days ahead 😊

Cheers to spring 🌸🌼🌻🌺

~TorontoUnicorn

April 30, 2022